January 21, 2014 - Day 21

Day 21

      Today was rough (on me). My alarm was on silent so I woke up 20 minutes late and could not implement her routine how I want to. I did not get a chance to have a hot rag on her head as long as I wanted to, I did not apply the ACV/ Aloe Vera mix and I did not get a chance to pack her lunch. * HEAVY SIGH * After I picked her up from the bus stop, I took the kids to visit their dad, so none of our night routine happened and she did not eat as healthy as she should have. Yesterday was on point, but today was a BUST! In all honesty I am a bit discouraged because of her recent hair loss - and although part of me wants to fight with all of me to figure it out, there's another part of me that feels so discouraged. I'm not a scientist, doctor, dietitian, immunologist or anyone that has any real background in the things I'm trying to do. Im so afraid :( I'm afraid that what I'm doing wont work, I'm afraid that my daughter will be severely self conscious and combative, I'm afraid that in her eyes I failed. It's so hard but tomorrow is a new day. Forgive me for the lack of a blog I have today, but I just couldn't. Peace.

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